August 31, 2006

my sister is the most fucking stupid creature in the universe

The house phone rang. I answered it. It was Beancurd – my sister – the most fucking stupid creature in the universe.

Me : “What do you want?”

Beancurd : “Where’s mom?”

Me : “Sleeping”

Beancurd : “What about Regine?”

Me : “Why? You want her to answer the phone? Is that what you want?? Are you fucking out of your mind?? She doesn’t even know how to speak yet!”

Beancurd : “No, no, I was trying to ask what she’s doing…”

Me : “She’s sleeping. Like what babies always do.”

Beancurd : “Alright..”

I hung up on her.

I don’t understand why she’s so fucking concerned about my daughter. Why she’s so fucking interested in getting intimate with my family. She has her own daughter and family, but she doesn’t give a fuck about them. She scolds her daughter all the fucking time. And she doesn’t show a wee bit of love to her own family. But she always want to get closer to mine. And act like a bitch like she’s so smart like that. She’s not smart. She’s fucking stupid. The most fucking stupid creature in the universe.

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with her. I told my mom that her brain’s probably damaged or something when she was born. But my mom always take that as a joke, whilst I’m serious on every word of it. She could just fucking die I don’t care… I just do not want her to be around. I don’t want to see her fucking face.

It doesn’t feel very good to have the most fucking stupid creature in the universe as your sister. Sometimes I wish I was born an orphan instead, so that I do not have to contend with all these shits. If I was born an orphan, I probably would have gotten a better life. Not like this.

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